It has been a long and busy week for me. I didn’t have a lot of time for beading projects, but I was able to finish a celebrity photo bracelet of Beyoncé. I’m not completely happy with the shading, however I’ve decided to leave it as it is. Perhaps I’ll adjust the shading if I do another one.
As an artist, I know that I am probably my toughest critic (beside my mother). I get disappointed easily when the vision in my head doesn’t transfer to the beads. Even though the end result may be something to be proud of, if it wasn’t what I was expecting it probably won’t be one of my favorite pieces.
That being said, I also know that it’s impossible to make something that I am proud of if I am too afraid to begin. Often times I find myself procrastinating on a project because I don’t know exactly how it will turn out. If I don’t have a clear vision of the finished piece and a pretty good idea of how I will accomplish that vision… nothing happens, good or bad.
We can’t be afraid to make mistakes. How should we learn if not by mistakes? I tell myself over and over that time spent with my beads is never wasted. Even if I spend hours trying to figure out a stitch only to throw the end result in the trash, that time was well spent. How else would I learn that that particular stitch won’t work for whatever I was trying to do? Every mistake we make should be cataloged in the backs of our brains into a master file labeled ‘Don’t Do That Again’. My file is pretty big and many of the folders have several copies of the same mistake.
Always always always, show up at your beads (or paint, or yarn, or paper, or whatever) with an open mind. Let your art tell you what to do. If it doesn’t work out, great! Now you know for next time! But most likely, it will turn out to be a fine piece of work that is worthy of your pride.